Quality of life is very important.
Dignity, self-respect and self-confidence consists the quality of life.
Though one should not brood over the past, the past is still very important.
You are weak, until you are able to defend yourself and propagate yourself.
You are here to live, achieve and prosper as other human beings do.
Those 'other' human beings are ones who are able to influence and dominate, having achieved some or all avenues of power, in their considerable amounts.
These individuals are victors, they crush many people underneath them.
Thought is creative, your life is completely your own responsibility.
Even your parents cannot help you, no matter how desperately they may want to do so.
Your thoughts determine whether you are crushed and exploited by the 'other' men and women or not.
The basic structure of the society is unfair, unjust and biased.
It is self-sustaining and hence, thrives on itself.
It's a terrible truth that you will determine the quality of your life and if you are not able to do so, none will come to your rescue.
It's a terrible truth that otherwise, life becomes a bloody joke and you start wishing yourself 'dead' before every morning.
And it's no use, if you do or you do not believe in god.
Though it's true, your thoughts have created your circumstances, your conditions, your poverty or your riches; you have also been harmed or betrayed by other people, even those who may have a close relationship to you or even 'God', or rather, 'your belief in God.'
All your pains, small deaths and bleedings should never be ignored.
They are damn serious and by their own force, make their brutal and serious presence felt, whenever you experience any kind of pain or heartaches.
Life is too fast. Your past is over too soon. Even before you can ponder over or reflect on it.
This leads to unfinished business, unfulfilled riches or wealth, unsatisfied dreams, fantasies, ambitions or desires.
This further leads to false memories, unhappiness, loneliness, low self-esteem and dignity, depression and suicidal tendencies.
'Life is difficult,' as Buddha rightly put it, and you realize that 'The laughing buddha' must not have always laughed.
But, in the end, the heartful realization is that, that you are different.
Every moment of your life, here on earth is too divine to be wasted.
If you are not able to live for yourself, you make a solemn oath to learn the art of living for others.
You realize that there is no realization unless, it is from the heart and that the reality of death is acute as it always surrounds you.
You further realize that the fundamental basis of all your fears, is the fear of death itself and that you will conquer everything, if you conquer it.
The last and the final, the most advance stage of realization is that no matter how much you happen to cherish your life and consequently, dread your death or how brutally this inhuman world has raped, prostituted and murdered you and you happen to cherish your death, hence; the substratum of reality is within you, everything exists because you exist and all creations of the future after your death, will be a working and function of your imagination which is progressive and rests upon the true foundations of justice as it should be and not the way the inhuman world trashes and twists it.
You realize that no matter how much advice you have given, intellectual conversations shared or the rare gems of insight you have given away, irrespective of the worthiness of your receivers, you couldn't give them your heart, you can't give anyone your heart, no one can and a person is and will be it's one and only safekeeper.
From above, considering that your soul is immortal, eternal and true; divine and godly justice will be inevitable.
Justice as it should be and not the way it is made to be, permanently embedded in the fabric of the 'True reality' and not 'the reality as it appeared and appears to be.'
Otherwise, you will realize that your life was just a random and meaningless bubble, in the futility of an unjust and a stupid cosmos.
And that, the big-bang theory and the calculation of the age of the universe had very little, or no relevance to your limited bubble-like lifespan.
You realize that it is not difficult, but impossible to forgive anyone who has committed a crime against you.
Secondly, more knowledge never led you to much success, but half-witted-ness and it was never about the pursuit of happiness, but happiness itself, no matter how it was gained, if at all it was gained.
Thirdly, mere intellectual and logical reasoning always failed bitterly to prove or disprove the existence of God.
Your experiences of life were dynamic and fluidic in nature and hence, ran in all possible directions.
Finally; you realize that you desperately wanted to defend yourself from violent and hostile forces that wanted you dead, instantaneously or prolong your pain, indefinately.
And that personal success, well-being and happiness was only ever based upon assertion, domination, seizure, take-overs, seduction, usage, dark magic, influence, possession and ownership.
With Love,
A N U J C H U G H
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