Few more views on money & spirit.

As you can see now, life is much about the ideas you entertain. It is not so much about what's out there but, what's in you. What's out there is constanly changing. It is like a page-turning story of a very big novel. What's in you is also constantly changing, except your core part. That centre within you, is unchanging. It likes stability, despite changes.

Your core, your centre, wants to keep good things about you, in your life permanently. It deems them essential, without which you may not survive. As in, you may have to encounter bad times. But, these things are a different matter. Surviving and enjoying success, is more a fucntion of your mental faculties than the physical ones.

There is no such thing as spirit and spirituality, subsequently. It's the seduction of the authors, to still keep one in a mental fairyland, even in one's adulthood. Easiest way to lose one's sanity, is to have no certainty in one's life. To try and not do. To fall and give / make excuses. To dream, and not make things happen. It's all, a lack of initiative and self-love. Laziness is another matter, altogether.

It is so because even when you are not lazy but only just a labourer, your life is meaningless. You may want to have better things in your life, but will you get around to achieve them ? Or, will you deceive yourself thinking that, your daily routine of hard labour will get them for you ? It is said that, if hardwork were such a wonderful thing then rich people would have kept it all, for themselves.

Love thyself enough to know this -
'Money is a wonderful thing, because it can improve the quality of your life.'

And then, take initiatives.

A N U J  C H U G H     

Thoughts to live by...

Every mistake is always rooted in thought. The reason that you end up in the same problems again  and again, is that you failed in progressive thinking, as a 'forward-looking individual,' that you could have been and were supposed to be.

You face difficulty in life to the extent where your thoughts lack direction and clarity. There is no substitute for application. Life is a learning experience. And there is no escape or respite from problems, other than their proper and correct solution. Whatever way you try to console yourself or gratify yourself otherwise, is futile escapism.

You are born and you are existing, your life is a problem and it is only yours. Others will be able to help you only if you are able to help and sustain yourself.

Every low-paying, low-end job, only works on exploitation and harassment. It cashes on the unfortunate circumstances and weaknesses of an individual, in a society.

Wealth is power. Wealth is money, property and possessions. An individual grows only to the extent of the growth in wealth, of the concerned individual. The concepts of avoiding material happiness to find God or to attain spiritual heights though valid, are confined to fulfillment of certain conditions. From the material viewpoint, they are anti-growth, life-negative and dangerous to one's well-being, if the individual is ignorant of such spiritual conditions or does not fulfill them and keeps on avoiding material work, pursuits and happiness.

Your life is a calamity. You will always tend to think about the future and the future will always seem dark. No thought will ever console you. You don't know and will never know how much work and how many steps it will take, for you to become happy and successful until you reach it. Philosophy is a futile pursuit and many have wasted their lives in it's pursuit. You just can't imagine that number.

You are your own heaven and your own hell. Other factors, other people and other parameters, affect your life. But the power you have, to decide for yourself how they will affect you, is immense. There is a very little conscious acceptance of this power, on your part. You have to groom yourself in strict conditions, i.e. 'self-grooming.'

Finding yourself in an unfamiliar place and dark prospects, is not a thing to be despised. It is an opportunity, not yet figured out. 

Every day, do something that was beyond your reach, the previous day. 

The more easy-going you are, the more easily your life becomes nasty. You are supposed to tackle and battle and fight, daily.

In your death-bed, you will realize that all your possessions, wealth, achievements and accomplishments are going to mean nothing. But being a loser, you will regret your self for kicking around while you were as good as dead, your entire lifetime.

You don't know what kind of hardships you will face but, you should be assured that you are going to face them; no matter what direction you choose, in your life.

Acquirement of wealth and all that your heart desires, is the most beautiful thing on earth.

Nevermind, that we are not able to take care of each other. We are not meant to. Only God thinks about each and everyone.

Brutality and injustice of human world is such that, an individual's life is worth only the amount of money he / she has.

A N U J  C H U G H

     

How the world and its people brainwash you!

Life is just in theory, until you begin to live in pratice. That's the turning point at which you actually get a life. Until then, it's just like a promisory note. And, promises are broken more often than they are honoured. What your soul seeks, is your absolute commitment to life without which you will never succeed. And with which, you will never falter. You are an artist expressing his / her creativity, no matter what you do or what you aspire to do. Be it anything, you shall live!

If you are meeting the girl of your life, you're gonna talk. No matter what. Anytime anywhere. Live fearlessly. Take revenge. Never forgive. People are there for their self interests. Fight only for your happiness. No one is a saint or a perfect individual. No one is a selfless man / woman. No one has ever given up everything for the sake of others. No one. 

Life is changes. Life is a game played at you. Nothing hits harder than life. Only do what feels good. You were born alone. Doesn't matter, if you were a part of twins or triplets. And you will die alone. Doesn't matter, if your twin or parent or anyone happen to die in the same accident. Life is your call. You have to take your own call. You have to find your own calling. You have to be faithful to your own self, your own individuality, your own energy.

Work hard. Hard work and effort are the key to success. Be sincere, life is difficult. World may explode tomorrow. You've got to fulfill yourself before you die. You were born intelligent, education ruined you. They stole your natural confidence, your God and fed you shit of religion, and stupid jobs with low pay to spend your entire life. To give you no time to think, at all; to reflect upon what you're doing or have done. 

They destroy your creativity, they steal your creativity when you express it. They block your consciousness. They create all kinds of fear in your head. they like you when you are a loser. They like when you are broken. They like you when you are broke. They like you when you are powerless. They like you when you are down. They like you when you are lonely. They like you when you read scriptures, follow scriptures, bow to God and worship God in vain.

They want you dead. They like you when you are powerless because they don't want you to know how powerful, you really are. They have kept hidden, your power from you. The world runs on the monetary system. He who has the money, gets everything. Rest, live their life like dogs. Money is power. Money is your ruthless master, whether you accept it or not. They have kept hidden many things from you. You will be a slave to money, until you die. 

Practice your will. Practice. Fight for your life, until you die. Never be scared of anything. Nothing is too big enough to scare you, for you are sacred. Remember one thing in your life - all things will come to pass. But you will not pass, for you are immortal, cause' your soul is. They told us that humans invented the theory of 'After-life,' to reduce the fear and suffering associated with death. But it cannot be, because everything in life and nature, is a cycle and follows a regular pattern.

They bombard and bang your mind with mindless information. They make you drink, smoke, watch porn, masturbate and hope for a better life, but nothing really happens, ever. You don't live truly. It is worse than death. They make you harbor and nurture dreams and make you kill them yourself. And also, make you forget them as if nothing ever really matters. As if you are a fool. They make you lose your health, and cry like a baby.

A N U J  C H U G H 

Secrets to success are in reality, open and simple.

The secret is you. Not in the extraordinary powers of your mind and soul, but in your understanding and the way that you will carry out your complex affairs. The way by which you will avoid all the means and medias of deception and save yourself from being naive. In the end, life is not a fight; it is a quest to discover what's worth fighting for.

Another thing to watch out for, is that if you travel around the world or the cyberspace, or even in the world of books looking for answers, you will be either misled or be terribly disappointed. There are no answers. Life is a personal endeavour. No one should tell you how to love, you should experience it all by yourself. No one can teach you anything, it is your instinct to survive that makes you learn anything in the first place.

In the beauty caused by intermingling of reason, logic, intellect and clarity, lies the divine but it has to be backed by powerful feelings of trust, love and innocence. Every person needs a break. Every heart cries for mercy. Everyone, no matter how evil, is frightened by the dark prospect of death. No book can get you enlightened. It is a very sincere desire that must arise from within.

The desire for enlightenment should not be caused by the desire of supremacy, but by the eternal and ever present longing for freedom. A beautifully written prose on philosophy is the one written by a human mind that not only knows itself, but all of the collective conscious of humanity. It is akin to godliness and it's repeated and numerous readings always feel divine.

This was my attempt at creating such a master-piece, amongst many :-). There was a time when I was struggling in solitude, caused by deception and innocent trust. My heart, I know for sure was pure even at that time. When today I ask myself and look back to that memory, I understand that there was and is and ever will be, nothing greater than a human and that I am the lord of my own life, which I mould through my thinking and the actions I take.

If at all you are going to achieve anything, please keep in mind that you are only going to achieve it through yourself. This I call the law of your self, which states that any success is damn personal and powerful and cannot be caused by an individual who does not use his mind, is not hungry and does not believe in himself / herself.

It is very difficult to succeed if one does not know what one is doing, if one's thoughts are not clear, if one's mind is not focused and lastly, if one is not willing to set things in motion. Writing your diary or creating your own practical philosophy is a very efficient practice in clear thinking.

You need to first think that you are important and you deserve what you need before putting in all the efforts blindly like a donkey. Writing your diary leads to balancing of perspectives. Life should not be unfair to you and its your own duty and your own obligation to keep a check on the same.

Ultimately, its not even about the existence of God, it's the presence of justice that is woven in the very fabric of the cosmos. Life is simply one opportunity, to be courageous and embrace with all your heart all that, that you can do on your own. To be self-made, with all the potential that you have.

A N U J  C H U G H   

On blind faith and blind spots of my life.

Your birth is like a mistake, you will spend your entire life correcting. - Chuck Palahniuk

The more negative it may sound, the more it may be a fact. Have a look at your past and you will find that you spend most if not all, of your life, struggling. Struggling, to make some dreams come true. Struggling to achieve, to attain, for perfection, to learn or to not repeat some mistake/s.

In our struggle, we all forget to live. We must learn to enjoy our struggles, to be happy. To be happy for what we are rather than what we can be. Meditation is important. I have a goal in mind whenever I meditate which is to reach a conclusion, on the nature of things. In a way, meditation is very personal. You learn a few things and you don't want to let it go.

Meditation is helpful only to the extent, that you want to help yourself. Even after adopting a philosophy, you would want to be successful and achieve your goals in life. It is no worry at all, if you keep a positive outlook on things and think positively. If you can adhere to it, then no amount of negativity around you and / or no amount of competition can change what you can get for yourself and all that you can gain for yourself.

In the end, I would rather do, than read and write before I do and a lot at that. I don't want to believe in the existence of 'God,' in good, in morals, in ethics, in law and in intellectual words. It has got me stuck, it is not taking me anywhere. On the contrary, it is hindering my progress.

Just living one's life is not enough. One needs a reason to live. You just can't hang around having fixed notions about everything, gained from religious texts or scriptures and other so-called authoritive sources. One needs to think for oneself.

What I want myself to understand is that, the above strong and negative opinions might be framed and fictitious but they could have been factual too, as I have every reason to believe that the same has happened separately, in other parts of the world in different cases. So much for the sorry state of the world.

A N U J  C H U G H

Know money for what it brings!

Whenever you lose money, you don't lose anything much. But when you lose yourself, you lose everything.

The Rich and the poor, both suffer from either having no money at all, or having too much of money.

Well, I am not saying that being a middleclass is the key. I just want to say that one can be rich but it can be a lot more better when, one first attempts to know his / her essence and then keeps it. The type of clothes that you wear, food that you eat and people you hang out with, defines who you are; pay attention to details.

You should set standards for yourself and others and guard them, ruthlessly. Whatever it takes. You should not allow yourself to fall back on any particular standard that you have set. Wealth is admired by everyone but only a few have the capacity to build it.

Money for the sake of money is foolishness, figured out using discretion by many but wealth and power for the sake of what it brings is not well figured out. Only a few are able to think in terms of what they really need and how much money they require to fulfill their needs. The next person sitting on his office chair, may be the victim of the former way of thinking. And he may not even know it.

This is the state of the world. One may never know how much the world has, as the rich and the elite may have kept it for themselves. But who is stopping you from making good financial decisions, in your personal life on a daily basis ?

A N U J  C H U G H

 

Use Common-Sense in your Life, not fake theories and pseudo-science.

Never once in my life, did I and will I believe in the existence of parallel universes or even multiple universes for this is the life we have, and the world that we all live in. To know what's happening in the world and in the field of one's choosing, is enough givens to enable the process of success and it's failure is due to man's own shortcomings. No matter how wealthy one may be, one's success is at the best, very limited cause' of one's mortality.

Truly successful would be an immortal whose 'unlimited' resources would be truly unlimited, for he / she would have unlimited time at their disposal. Wealth, money and power too, it seems, are only restricted to the time one has to use it and / or enjoy it. Fabulous gains causing momentary highs are nothing but the estimation of joy, power and freedom, triggered by a brain that believes in all that it can do. Why not ?

Rich people have a reality quite different from the rest of us. But the true seeking would always have to be for something permanent, something final and something eternal. Something that puts an end to all kinds of pain, without any possibility of future recurrance. Humans experience time as past, present and future because they measure the passing of time by the events that occured and / or were experienced.

However, the only moment we ever live in, is the now. You go back to the cherished 'memories' of the future and see yourself acting, speaking, meeting, doing, etc. beforehand in the moment of now. Now is the only time you ever had and you will ever have. Hence, there's no good that can come from brooding over the past. Not only that it wastes time, but it also creates mental blockages and / or decreases the efficiency of your mind.

Anyways, coming back to this imperfect world, being sensitive I am not able to digest it's cruelities and the fact that powerful elites are making mockery of the lives of rest of humanity. But there's no way one can find the truth, there's a master-mind deception in the world. It's just - play according to the rules of the world / game in anything that you want to gain, or else no gain.

You have to set a schedule for an entire day, making sure that you end up spending your entire energy for the day. It would just be a matter of time that you will be ready. Ready, for whatever that you practice and / or for what you want to be ready for. Be wary of your mind, it constantly wanders - back to the past, back to the old habits, back to memories and back to the old ways of thinking, being and feeling. Then only, will you gain some success in your training, then only will you change and good fortune will result.

You will get what you want. You will be lucky. You will fulfill all your dreams and yearnings. Your expectations will be met and you will be full of energy. The only reason of life can also be, the preparation for death. A person should spend sufficient time, meditating on the inevitability of death. It's lastly, about facing life without any fear of authority, for there's no authority, only fear. Make way for yourself in this dark jungle of life.

Ask this question to your heart, everyday - Am I able to trust myself and my truest instincts as per conditions, as of now ?

A N U J  C H U G H

'Now' is the only opportunity that you ever have.

Your lif e is doomed to hell, if you do not learn. There are people who never learn but you can't pride yourself thinking about their existence. Your pain is your own. It is your own personal problem and personal property, if you will. It has been true that some spiritual books have ruined my life instead of improving it. Beware of such books that make death so cheap and / or give false hope of things which in reality are not so.

Life is difficult and that is what makes it so dear, so expensive and so worthwhile. There are many times when you cannot find your way to accomplish what you want to and almost always this will bring you thrills as you will apply new ways of thinking and acting cause' that will be your only choice. It's true, you never know how strong you are unless being strong becomes the only option that you have.

You will remain who you are until you dare, you have to venture out of your comfort zone, out of your patterns and habits that have come of age, a long-long time ago. Anyways, coming back to the lessons you have to learn in life, I would suggest that you learn it now cause' now is the only point of time that you have and if something is worth doing, it is worth doing it now. Rest is upto you, to decide whether taking steps to improve your life is worth doing or not.

Or as always, should you be waiting for the pain to reach a point that you can't take it anymore and allow it to drag you or you will not stop at pain, any amount of pain and continue to procrastinate till the point of extinction (there's only a one 'you') or will you go totally in the reverse / opposite direction and say to yourself that 'this is the way to live,' and ruin the lives of your family members ?

The life we have is the decisions we made. Whether, we take it easy and regret or hard and be happy, is our own decision. No one can force it out of him / her. Death is not cheap, it is damn expensive. Even worth more than all the money you have ever seen, for you only live once. It happens once to any individual and then it's all over. Hence, the only opportunity to improve your life is now, the only opportunity to learn.

Take a reference from what you have not done - form your failures and your procrastinations, and do exactly the opposite. Keep on doing it. There's no help in reading self-help books and you are going to gain nothing from it. They are full of blabber and false hope. Life is the only real teacher. The fight in the world is yours. Yours alone, for it's every man for himself. If you win, you are the only one who will gain and if you lose, it's only you to suffer that loss.

In the coming times, you will have to show strength you did not know existed within you. You don't know what is at stake until you come face to face with these challenging times ahead. Mind you, it's a dire warning. It's going to be a hell on earth. You will not want to survive as, dying would be easy. Dying would be heavenly; easier. This is just a hypothesis and not a prophecy. But it's occurance has a degree of certainty. It may occur, as the world is facing more and newer risks, with every passing day.

In even case, the times that you will be facing ahead, in your personal life will require phenomenal strength.   

A N U J  C H U G H   

The No-Nonsense Guide to Improve Your Life Right Now, Vol. 5

Wherever and wherever in your life you have felt good, it has been only because of your own efforts. Your happiness and your joy was yours and the secret is you. Nobody caused it and to deny that fact is to deny yourself and the power of your ego, which would further lead to degradation and decay as it has always been in the past. 

There are changes happening everyday but the world itself, is not changing. People will always remain the way they are and were. Even myself. It's a really terrible thing to digest that a 2-cent worth person can actually run my life. My God ! Whatever did happen to my brains, their muscles and power ? 

The solution is ego and it's potential to change my life, for the better. Ego is not all negative as such, it has been a very serious error of conditioning in my life to accept or think of it as such. The more powerful an ego, the more obstacles it can overcome, the more authoritive figure's opinion it can can label as 'shit,' the more fearless a person becomes and the more he can rebel without any harm to himself.

Send an innocent man (or a young adult) to work nowadays, and he's sure to get abused, bullied, played by, taken for a ride and knocked out. In a way one or two knocks and a blackened eyeball are essential but the 'fun' caused by this stalking world can cause serious injuries which may lead to death.

I just hope nobody dies this way. As for the essence of one or two hard knocks, it may teach the person everything he needs to know about the world, that life is not rosy and clean and fair outside. It is a very mean and nasty world. 90-95% people may be brutal and that includes everyone who you may think, are trustworthy. They will deceive you when you call for them or worse, at the last moment.

It's a dog-eat-dog world or better, it is the situation of being eaten or eating, hunting or hunted. These may be some strong opinions but they are essential skills to learn and understand and most importantly, to practice. It can heal your life, change your world, get you results and not get rolled over by again.

Whenever you get down at the market place, make sure that you know your art well - The Game flow and the techniques. Practice and hone up your skills everyday, after all you don't leave your house and go outside to have a ball. Innocent sweet 16 girls get gang raped, killed mercilessly and get dumped in a trash dumpyard, who have illusions of this sort.

Your father at the church tells you that God exists and Jesus is your only saviour. You may believe him but that won't save you from getting fired by that nasty boss. You see people staring at you in the streets, when you hear them scream in your mind that, 'your life is your bloody problem.' 

Anyways, a big and awesome life starts just with an idea or a chain of thoughts which you already have or may have, if you are being honest with yourself while, trying hard in getting a life that you know that you deserve and even if you happen to eat and fully digest many dogs on the way, it's perfectly fine. Dog hate dogs.

A N U J  C H U G H  

Power, Status & Position Are An Act of Fearlessness.

Money is basically nothing till the time, it fulfills a need or a want or a desire.

Success comes only when you realize that you don't have forever and you may die tommorrow.

What 'The 50th Law of Power' By Robert Greene taught you was that when you begin to fight with fearless energy, people will not be able to ignore and / or resist you. At any given point of your life you are fearful of something or the other and you have a choice whether to accept that fear or to deny it. What you may know if you deny that fear is that, there are endless possibilities wherein you may become what you actually are. But here's the catch - you don't know what you actually are.

There's something big hidden inside you that knows that a life full of wealth and power is possible and you can feel it's yearnings all the time. If and only if, you would listen to it intently and focus your entire life in the application of it's wonderful knowledge earnestly, things would start happening for you in a big manner. In a way previously deemed impossible.

If you don't allow this transformation to happen, then the big guy inside you will burn you out. If you let him die, he will kill you. You will be a floating carcass in the sea of life. You will be the living dead, a zombie. You will be a failure that you never wanted to be.

It's just another way of saying, that if you don't help yourself and identify the innate talents hidden within you and / or hinder it's discovery in you, by any foolish act or acts on your part; then it's awesome power will be reversed in a due course of time and will begin to act 'against you' instead of 'for you.'

After that, (if at all) you will realize that the wealth and the damsels which other people have attained could have been yours, too.

A N U J  C H U G H

The Jigsaw Puzzle of Your Life.

Life is finding out what exactly is, that you want and getting it. Finding out what exactly, is the most difficult part. But it has to be done because your most intense feelings are associated completely with 'what exactly you want' and that exact thing exists, whether you agree it or not. You are here for 'something.' You cannot be here on this earth plane, without any reason.

Find out what makes you tick by dedicating your time to thorough research about yourself. If that 'something' be materialistic or spiritual, you should not feel ashamed or guilty about yourself. You are not to pass any judgments or harbour the fear of non-conforming. You should not pity yourself, no matter how big your goal turned out to be. It can always be divided into smaller goals.

Life is compellingly big to play small. It's not enough to write it all on paper. Fearlessness and actions are needed to make it a reality. While it's completely understandable, that you are not to make any rash or risky decisions; it is also completely true that ideally, you should attain what you want.

It's only your most intense feelings that will make you feel truly alive. So, find out what your most intense feelings are associated with. Once you find out, go for it. Don't start weighing the pros and cons in your mind. Rest assured, that you are on the right track.

This is the only way to play life. Otherwise, life plays you. Remember, every problem has a solution. Every problem. No matter how big and complex. No matter how entangled, the situation is. Against all odds, against all complexities; you will continue to do what you can do the best. Don't look around the world, don't search around the world for the ultimate secret.

The ultimate secret is you. It's not an arrogant bashing, it has an intricate design. The fundamental of you being here, is to attain what you want. Your life is only what you want. Your life is not concerned with the world. It becomes concerned only when you become it's (the world) unwitting victim.

Practice complete non-conformity in the face of your true will, your true desire. Your way is the only way.  Lastly, all the knowledge, know-how, skills, talent and wisdom that you have acquired over the years, are like pieces of a jigsaw puzzle.

They fit together perfectly into a complete and meaningful whole. Don't ever try to downplay and downgrade yourself by thinking yourself inferior to others. They are not better-off. It's only because of your habit of self-pity that they are so.

Every piece of this jigsaw puzzle, which is 'you,' is a manifestation of intense desire and intense yearning. The themes are different but the basic mood is the same, they (the pieces) push you to express your uniqueness. They are all parts of your underlying unity and will support you at the exact moment.

You must accept your responsibility towards expressing the highest level of creativity. You have a magnificent history. Remember your past. Remember your yearnings. It is very important to complete the whole picture, of that which you think of as 'you,' by not holding anything back due to whatever reason.

At times, you have a tendency to become 'good,' which is only in your mind. But, you are only being a passive and stupid victim. You have created a prison about yourself, from which the only escape is enlightened selfishness. Your every effort must yield return. Returns, in your favour. Be prepared to lose your defunct and harmful self by constantly revising your thoughts and behaviors.

You have immense potential, know it before you die. Do what you can, while you can.

A N U J  C H U G H

Possible Realizations & Reflections, In Your Life And At Your Death-Bed.

Quality of life is very important.

Dignity, self-respect and self-confidence consists the quality of life.

Though one should not brood over the past, the past is still very important.

You are weak, until you are able to defend yourself and propagate yourself.

You are here to live, achieve and prosper as other human beings do.

Those 'other' human beings are ones who are able to influence and dominate, having achieved some or all avenues of power, in their considerable amounts.

These individuals are victors, they crush many people underneath them.

Thought is creative, your life is completely your own responsibility.

Even your parents cannot help you, no matter how desperately they may want to do so.

Your thoughts determine whether you are crushed and exploited by the 'other' men and women or not.

The basic structure of the society is unfair, unjust and biased.

It is self-sustaining and hence, thrives on itself.

It's a terrible truth that you will determine the quality of your life and if you are not able to do so, none will come to your rescue.

It's a terrible truth that otherwise, life becomes a bloody joke and you start wishing yourself 'dead' before every morning.

And it's no use, if you do or you do not believe in god.

Though it's true, your thoughts have created your circumstances, your conditions, your poverty or your riches; you have also been harmed or betrayed by other people, even those who may have a close relationship to you or even 'God', or rather, 'your belief in God.'

All your pains, small deaths and bleedings should never be ignored.

They are damn serious and by their own force, make their brutal and serious presence felt, whenever you experience any kind of pain or heartaches.

Life is too fast. Your past is over too soon. Even before you can ponder over or reflect on it.

This leads to unfinished business, unfulfilled riches or wealth, unsatisfied dreams, fantasies, ambitions or desires.

This further leads to false memories, unhappiness, loneliness, low self-esteem and dignity, depression and suicidal tendencies.

'Life is difficult,' as Buddha rightly put it, and you realize that 'The laughing buddha' must not have always laughed.

But, in the end, the heartful realization is that, that you are different.

Every moment of your life, here on earth is too divine to be wasted.

If you are not able to live for yourself, you make a solemn oath to learn the art of living for others.

You realize that there is no realization unless, it is from the heart and that the reality of death is acute as it always surrounds you.

You further realize that the fundamental basis of all your fears, is the fear of death itself and that you will conquer everything, if you conquer it.

The last and the final, the most advance stage of realization is that no matter how much you happen to cherish your life and consequently, dread your death or how brutally this inhuman world has raped, prostituted and murdered you and you happen to cherish your death, hence; the substratum of reality is within you, everything exists because you exist and all creations of the future after your death, will be a working and function of your imagination which is progressive and rests upon the true foundations of justice as it should be and not the way the inhuman world trashes and twists it.

You realize that no matter how much advice you have given, intellectual conversations shared or the rare gems of insight you have given away, irrespective of the worthiness of your receivers, you couldn't give them your heart, you can't give anyone your heart, no one can and a person is and will be it's one and only safekeeper.

From above, considering that your soul is immortal, eternal and true; divine and godly justice will be inevitable.

Justice as it should be and not the way it is made to be, permanently embedded in the fabric of the 'True reality' and not 'the reality as it appeared and appears to be.'

Otherwise, you will realize that your life was just a random and meaningless bubble, in the futility of an unjust and a stupid cosmos.

And that, the big-bang theory and the calculation of the age of the universe had very little, or no relevance to your limited bubble-like lifespan.

You realize that it is not difficult, but impossible to forgive anyone who has committed a crime against you.

Secondly, more knowledge never led you to much success, but half-witted-ness and it was never about the pursuit of happiness, but happiness itself, no matter how it was gained, if at all it was gained.

Thirdly, mere intellectual and logical reasoning always failed bitterly to prove or disprove the existence of God.

Your experiences of life were dynamic and fluidic in nature and hence, ran in all possible directions.

Finally; you realize that you desperately wanted to defend yourself from violent and hostile forces that wanted you dead, instantaneously or prolong your pain, indefinately.

And that personal success, well-being and happiness was only ever based upon assertion, domination, seizure, take-overs, seduction, usage, dark magic, influence, possession and ownership.

With Love,

A N U J  C H U G H